On the two CDEPs River City High released in 2000, Richmond Hotel and Forgets Their Manners, the songs speak, sometimes vaguely and sometimes desperately, of trying to find a chink of hope in the wall of despair. On the latter's "'Til It Hurts," the grim state of affairs reads, "Everything falls apart it doesn't seem right/I take it personally and out of spite/Avoid the truth not to be cynical/Being right means beating your head against the wall." Can't really crack a smile in that situation. On their earlier EP Anybody, Anywhere, the remaining glimmer of hope that hasn't been viciously stomped into the turf tries to fight through. Late at night, "sitting under the closed sign, I'll let this empty street speak for me/'Cause I feel just about this lonely/Out here, there has to be someone who understands, who's searching just like me/I hope I find someone who feels the way I do." Ugly as it may seem, you have to look at the absolute hell that can envelop your life and then fucking deal with it. How's that for honesty?